A Day as Model

Last Friday, I helped my company to pose as model for our magazine. Though it was tiring but it was fun and I got paid for my service as the model. Nothing grand or fanciful. We are featuring some jewellery in our catalogue and magazine.

Let me share my favourite shots from the sessions..... psst... that's before the touch up. So pls bear with the horrible pictures, ok? I will show the effect of computer too.. that's after touch up. OMG.. I look so different!

That's me before computer touch up.

Any comments on these pictures? Actually after looking at these pics then I realised I aged so much since the arrival of my girl. I look at least 35 years old. Sucks, right? Even my hubby agrees that I look old in picture and real person.... Thanks, dear. I appreciate your comment.


What to do? Gave birth to 2 children already. Lucky me, have yet to turn yellow..... huang lian po!!

But under the hands of my Creative Team.... my eye bags, dark circles, wrinkles, etc.... are missing. Maybe I should pass the post "operation" pics to a plastic surgeon and asked for the same face.


Pls take a look and spot the differences.





Somehow I feel that the pictures after touch up and modification doesn't look like me at all... :( I think I still prefer what I see in the mirror every morning. Sigh... sigh... Woman!

Gloomy weather = gloomy feeling??

Dunno why but I am feeling so gloomy and sad today. Just like the weather outside now. I think I am into my PMS mode now.

I just feel so lousy for no reason and it's a terrible feeling. I HATE this feeling! Just communicated with my ex HR manager, Angela thru emails. Told her my fear about losing this job and having to find other new jobs.

I have been sending resume but no response. Am I really that bad? I feel so terrible. No one wants me! Maybe I am just too useless.

Angela is nice enough to help me even though she has left this company. She understands my fear but she reminded me that nothing is more important than HEALTH and FAMILY. I totally agree with her.

I will keep on looking for a new job. Cos I am not too sure about my future or prospect in this current company. Whether or not, this company is going to renew my contract, I need to secure a job soon.

I hope everything will work out fine in the end. Maybe I should look at the positive side sometimes rather than the negative sides all the times. Maybe God has plans for me. Maybe I just have to wait for that to happen. WHATEVER!

Just have to keep a positive mindset.. I will keep reminding myself on that.

Just another day in office :(

Started on Monday, I have been reaching office at 745am. Yes.. it's 745am!!! My official starting time is 9am :(

Meaning to say that I don't have enough sleep and I have been coughing for a week. Not recovering at all. Dunno what's wrong. Took some medicine but vomitted instead. Shit.. what's happening to me??

Anyway, it was raining on Tuesday morning only and the rest of the mornings were still ok. The rain with thunder caused traffic jams every way...

Sucks.. I hate traffic jam. I can't put on my make up whenever there is an traffic jam. Xian!!! What a nice weather to sleep in! But look at the time ~ 730am ! Hubby got to rush otherwise he will be late for work.

Finally I got into office and got myself a nice hot cup of coffee. Just too wonderful for this weather! I think I am having this coffee everyday :p

That's my office desk.. Forever messy and full of rubbish. I have my kids' photos to motivate myself. Toys sponsered by hubby. Contact lens solution in case eyes get itchy... What else do u see??

I think messy = working, right? People will know that you have been working very hard when they see a messy table?? I hope so too...

Anyway, I will be busy and packed from tomorrow. Yeah!! Busy and hope to enjoy myself too... Me having photo shoot for a catalogue on Friday. Going for a promotion at Mary Chia Ngee Ann City with mum. And also maybe a family day event in hubby's company.

Look like I am all packed for the weekend.

New Bags for me!

After the last audition for Jean Yip, my bag finally decided to quit its job as my bag. I think my bag is overloaded with too much stress and load, just like any of us, and snapped.........

There's goes my bag. Maybe I have been putting too many "rubbish" in it, that's why my bag can't take my nonsense anymore. Maybe I should start clearing my brain first then I can decide what to put inside and what not to put inside....

Now I realised that I can't carry a bag for more than 6 months. Poor bags. But no choice, I have so many things to put inside - books, make up, wallets, keys, magazine, game set and ipod too. I need a bag that can take the weight of all the things.

So one day, I was looking thru Singapore online spree, I set my eyes on 2 bags. And it costs me less than $50 for both bags :D

Do u think these 2 bags are able to take my rubbish or do u think I won't be able to carry them for more than 6 months again?

Anyone can sugguest what can I do to reduce destruction of my bag??

My Little Girl ~ Angeline

I wonder if any parents will be worried about their kids. Will they grow up strong and healthy? How soon will they start talking and calling you "Mummy" or "Daddy"?

I kept worrying about my little girl since she was a baby. I wondered when she will start crawling? When will she start walking? When will she start talking? And many many other worries.....

One day she started crawling and we got so excited over it. In a short period of time, she started walking around the house. Everyone got so busy when she started walking. Afraid that she will knock against the table, afraid that she will knock against the corners of the walls when she falls. So many worries again :(

Now I am just waiting for the day that she will call me one day. Maybe when she wakes up in the morning, she will wake me up by calling me... maybe this and maybe that. Haha...

These days when I look at her, I realised that she has grown alot. She looks so different now. She looks like a young little little girl.

Just look at this picture. Does she look like a 15months old baby girl? I don't think so.

All I wish for now is the day for her to open up her mouth to start talking. Not ahahahahah.... not eheheheh.... not her baby talk but "real" words. I wish... I wish... I really wish for that day to happen soon.